kampret!

Lama2 gw makin gk tw ini blog apa tmpt curhat gw!! Ah I don't care!! This my blog..
Gila sakit hati bgt gw hri ni.. MT smua lo! Aplg lo blot!! Gw dah bela2in ya bli axis bwt nlp lo! Kampret! Klo gk mw di tlp blg aja!
Nd gw lg ngrasa bersalah bgt.. Anjing ah! Nisa jwb gw.. Knp lw kya gt ke elhaq! Jwb klo it bkn krna gw!! Blg! Tp gw kngen lw! Gw gk tw hrus ngpain! Gw gk rela nglyat elhaq skit, tp gw jg kngen bgt ma lw!! What should I do now?!

anjir

gw sqt hti bgt.. smbel.. siti mujahid?! jeger!! anjing!! gw tw.. I know I hate myself.. realy hate myself.. yg bsa tw knapa smwa mslah hnya dgan sdqt.. ptunjuk.. bajing.. tlong, orgnya ada di smping gw.. gw gk bsa lyat muka dy.. hati gw remuk.. bngsat! gk enak bgt.. sumpah gk enak.. neken! saqt!

idesti :)

Akhir2 ni kynya gw mulai ada rasa.. Rasa yg sehrusnya mgkn gk blh ada.. Yap.. Rasa dmana gw falling in love again.. Gw ma dy cm tmen bysa.. Yg sk crta2, bcnda2, we have to spend the time without any special things..

But, di sni mulai berbeda, gw yg dah lama tmenan ma dy, ngrasa ada yg beda di antra gw dan dy.. Dr mulai dy curhat mpe nangis2.. Ksyan, krna gw sbgai tmen ya gw care.. Nd I succes to make her laughed.. Then we have texting.. Tp kyanya kelewatan dh, qta jd ngawur ngidul..

Nd someday when I'm feeling down.. I have texting with her.. I don't know why her relize that I have a problem.. Nd she asked to me.. "lo knapa? Lg ada mslah ya?".. Ngek.. Gw bngung, cengo stgah mati.. Gw pdhal smsn bysa aja ma dy, but she relize that!! Gw sneng abs, akhrnya gw crt2 byk ma dy..

But after that, we have to bad a time.. Gk tw knpa dy jd cuek ma gw.. Anjir sms kya nyumbang, gw brhnti brhrap ma dy, well, msh ada yg lbh baik mungkin.. Dan stlah skian lama dy ulang tahun, nd I have to greating her.. But she still like don't care.. Gw gk trlalu mkirin.. But pas gw OL fb, dy OL.. Ywd gw ajak chatt, gw blg smw yg gw gk sk.. Dy jutek, smbong, nd she has apologize to me.. Nd dy jnji gk gt lg, td jg dy mnta mav krna dah smbong ma gw.. Huaa kynya gw bneran sk ni..

Rizki idesti ramadhani, please jgn kecewain gw lg.. I want you to stay here with me..

Maaf

Maaf bgt bwt mira, gw dah gk ada rasa lg ma lo, gw gk niat nyktin lo, tp gk mgkn lg bwt gw utk syang ma lo.. Mavn gw..

Tp lonya yg gk pernah mw brubah bwt gw.. Lw slalu brtgkah semau lw.. Dan gk mw ngrtiin kondisi orang.. Gw dah gk kuat.. Please, gw jg manusia punya hati, pgn di ngertiin, pgn di perhatiin.. Gw emg sk cwe yg manja nd lemah.. Tp gw gk sk cwe yg trlalu manja nd trlalu lemah.. So, wkt qta tgl 20 hri lg ra.. Slsai UN nd UAS.. We will over at that time